Me - the gay. Diary.

Gay's blog.

Entries from 2016-10-01 to 1 month

Opposites in Feelings

Sometimes I'm just grateful for opposites in feelings. Because they help me realize how blessed I really am in life.Feeling alone helps me appreciate the times when I have people around me who care about me... and pushes me to reach out to…

(Melo)drama

I'm not sure where it comes from. Maybe it's because I struggle to read underlying emotional currents. Maybe it's because I've convinced myself that everything that can go wrong, will. Maybe it's a lesser part of being bipolar.Whatever cau…

Ashes to Ashes

From ashes to ashesI build up a palace and watch while it crashesBut there, in the stillness of nothing God calls"Someday you'll be more than a man." From ashes to ashesI build up a palace and watch while it crashesBut there, in the …

Triggers

As time goes on I realize that I have some major necessary gratitude that has gone unfelt, as far as my trials and life go. Things I took for granted that definitely aren't granted in everyone's cases.The most recent is triggers.Or, maybe …