Me - the gay. Diary.

Gay's blog.

Entries from 2019-08-01 to 1 month

Awkwardness and Autism

I'm awkward in the worst way possible. When social grace has any leniency towards actions and words, my actions fall neatly within the margin of error. I look normal, sound normal, feel normal to those who interact with me. But when lines …

Falling in Love with God (read)

I'm in love.And it is the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me. Literally everything else seems to pale in comparison......I got shot down.And I didn't fall. I'm pretty sure I didn't even feel it. And usually I feel it bad.There…

Love

My earliest memory of love at first sight was in an apartment complex in Italy. I knocked on a door and a woman opened it. In an instant, it was like I had been hit in the gut. God loved this woman, more than I could have ever understood, …

Can I hear the music?

Far too often, I find myself focusing on the things that I should do, instead of the joy that the Gospel brings. It can be hard. It can be incredibly hard to dance - perform the actions of the gospel - if I don't feel the same joy that it …