Me - the gay. Diary.

Gay's blog.

Entries from 2018-11-01 to 1 month

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Some Thoughts

Or at least a twinge of something somewhat like jealousy. Or longing. Or desire. Or whatever.It was Friday night, and my shop was packed with people. Earlier in the day had been utterly quiet, with only a handful of people walking in. By 8…

Becoming a Parent Someday

My mother is a hero.She studied rocket science at MIT. Between winning regional diving championships and cooking mass meals for the Institute, she met my dad, who was studying business. He had a year left, and she had two... so she did wha…

Loss

It's a Wednesday, and I am in an Internet cafe far from my apartment and thousands of miles from home. My spot is along the right aisle, on the left hand side, three chairs from the front.I pull out the chair and try to tune out the chaos …