Me - the gay. Diary.

Gay's blog.

Entries from 2019-05-01 to 1 month

Four Options Survey

A friend asked me to pass this survey along. It takes about an hour to complete, and is being coordinated by a collaborative group with multiple perspectives... which is to say that some of the researchers are pro-religion and pro-celibacy…

Am I Facing Up To God, or Do I Face Away?

<<<I've believed that goodness was measured by actions. That by looking at my spiritual and physical resume I could determine if I was on the right path.The important part, I thought, was the sum total of the things I had done. If…

Second-class Citizen

I remember once overhearing a conversation among a group of LDS women - singles and leaders from my YSA ward. A woman mentioned that she knew someone who had just broken up with a guy who was attracted to other men. The responses of the ot…

Existential Crises

Most days I find myself facing existential crisis. I don't use that term lightly... and I'm only writing about it because I have finally realized that my daily dose of crisis isn't all that normal. And because being vulnerable - understand…