Hungry.Lonely.Anxious.It's an intense mix of loneliness, anxiety, hunger, jealousy, frustration, angst, exhaustion, pain...Like the floodgates of feeling have opened and the only thing behind them was Pandora's box.If I stay home I'll prob…

I had a realization.My life isn't going to change.I'll back up a bit and give some context.When I was looking for a career, I went to my Patriarchal blessing. I was convinced that the answer would be there. And, sure enough, there's a para…

I fully intended to share everything about my appointment with my bishop. Going in, I felt overwhelmed, disappointed, anxious, and somewhat hopeful. Speaking with him and then blogging about it felt like an awesome opportunity to share my …

I meet with my bishop today. And I'm preparing as much humility as I can.My best friend asked what I would be willing to change. If I'd be willing to never meet with anyone I don't know again - to take myself off the roll of emotional / sp…