Me - the gay. Diary.

Gay's blog.

Entries from 2017-01-01 to 1 month

Feelings, Faith, Friendship, Fear... and Frustration

One of the hardest things for me to see is others developing friendships. When I can see people connecting and developing relationships, slowly or quickly, it highlights in my mind the lack of connection I have with the people I love.And i…

A Thousand Dreams

Today's a rough day.This morning I had a dream I wanted to come true. I could see the pieces falling into place, leverage the resources I had at my disposal, and push myself beyond my comfort zone to make it happen. I made phone calls, dre…

Memories of 9/11... and Hopes for Tomorrow

I was in German class.We weren't in our normal classroom that day - we had gone to a computer lab for some type of interactive learning software - but I don't remember much of what we learned. I don't remember much German at all, even thou…

*sigh* :)

Some days life is just good.Today was one of those days.Stressful beyond measure - cleaning up the flooded basement, realizing my car windows were open during the deluge yesterday (and the seats are still dripping), scrambling to create pr…