Me - the gay. Diary.

Gay's blog.

Entries from 2019-10-01 to 1 month

Stuck?

I was crazy sick for weeks, and in the time since I've felt... like my life is sort of stuck in the doldrums. I enjoy my ward, but I find that I feel disconnected (likely because I need to make a bigger effort on my own part). I enjoy my w…

I Would Be My Brother's Keeper

Tl;dr: My dad had a heart attack and my family is supporting him in his new diet. Each of us can support the people around us in the good they do.I'm not really all that good of a guy. Sometimes I have aspirations of awesomeness, but most …

Warriors of Light

The day is at handThe darkness is spreading throughout every landBut a voice in the stillness still calls me to fightTo throw off the darkness and put on the armor of lightWe are warriorsWe're an armyAnd we stand for truth and rightAnd we …

He Will Hear Me

Last night I found myself emotionally exhausted. The source isn't important. Whether from the stress of figuring out life/work/relationships or a mind still recovering from being sick, I felt awful. Anxious. Tired. Lonely.So much so that I…