Me - the gay. Diary.

Gay's blog.

Entries from 2018-01-01 to 1 year

God Knows What He's Doing

"If you could switch lives with anyone, who would you choose and why?"I'm not sure where the question came from. It could have been one of those deep get-to-know-you games that come with a box of cards filled with questions (I have an OCD-…

Waiting on the Lord (Same-sex adoption. Families. Etc)

Update: The Church has released clarification on the policy mentioned here. The text (published Fri, Nov 13) can be viewed here: Oh, the beauty of not knowing you're awkward. :)My freshman year I met a girl in the cafeteria who, after a fe…

Awkward

A Lasting Cure: I Used to Be Bipolar

I used to be bipolar. Proof enough for those who understand is here on (G)MG, where many posts were written in the thick of depression or on the peak of a hypomanic high. I used to be bipolar. Proof enough for those who understand is here …

Dreams, Goals, and Realities

Choosing Sides

The Family: A Proclamation to the World: It Applies to Me

List of Religious Businesses to Support

June 26, 2015.The day the Supreme Court ruled that same-sex couples have a right to marry throughout the USA.And the day I completely lost faith in the US government.I read the opinions of the Supreme Court a few minutes after they went li…

Fasting

It's been a long time since I've written.What was once a habit - a habit I began on my mission to write about my life at least weekly - disappeared almost overnight when I was called to be a ward mission leader.At least that was my excuse.…

Everyone is Different. The Gospel is the Same.

I got back at this morning from National Products Expo West. We closed our booth a day early so we could come home and attend Church. With the combination of Anaheim traffic, driving East, and Daylight Saving Time, we got back at 8:50 this…

I Miss Depression

I don't understand myself.I have my own business - a place I love to work. I have a best friend and plenty of people who care about me. I have food, clothing, a place to sleep, and the freedom to worship God.And yet...I'm not even sure if …

Authenticity: I Resolve to Be Real

The Soap Factory

It's been a while since I updated. A million things have happened, most of which I probably should have written about. But instead of boring cyberspace with a long list of the recent events in my life, I'll just stick with today.I have mix…

Being a Better Friend

It's been a long time since I've blogged here, yet again. But Daylight Saving Time just gave me a free hour. So I have some time to think and write.The last few months have, at least in comparison, been awesome. I no longer get bipolar moo…

Supreme Court Denies Gay Marriage Appeal

An apostle spoke yesterday in conference and said that sometimes laws are passed that go against the will of God. That we, as members of the Church, should continue to show kindness even when we deeply disagree with the things our country …

A Thousand Years in Zion

We just sang "Come All Ye Sons of God" in stake priesthood leadership meeting and during the 4th verse I actually laughed aloud. "In heavenly bliss your time employ / a thousand years in Zion to praise the Lamb." The thought that being übe…